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Actually A Good Day

  • Feb. 8th, 2010 at 4:43 PM
Lavi - Smile
This actually wasn't a bad day. I thought It would be worse because it was a Monday, but It's just been a quiet, sunny day. The sunny part's going to change really quickly, but I enjoyed the sun as much as I could. Tomorrow we're supposed to get a pretty good snowstorm where I live, and from what they're saying that we can get snow total wise, I'm really hoping that classes are canceled at least one day this week. It would be a total treat if they were canceled two days out of the week.

I actually was going to curl up under the covers and doze off for a while today, bit when I tried I found out that I couldn't fall asleep no mutter how much I tried to. I'm just too wide awake, I'm not tired like I usually am. The vitamins I've been taken coupled with the melatonin I take and sleepy time tea I drink before I go to bed actually helps me sleep--most of the time. I'm just glad I seem to have cases of insomnia during the weekend because I really can't afford to have them during the week unless I have to stay up and finish something.

Something really annoying happened on Friday. The small refrigerator that I keep in my dorm decided to give out and stop working, so I was left with warm pop and water to drink that day. I was not a happy camper. The good thing was that because of that, I got to get a new one--a better one in fact. The new one I have is bigger, has a freezer, and it gets colder period compared to my old one. In fact, I had to turn down the fridge because my pop and water were almost frozen solid! Oh well, at least I know I'll be able to bring my ice pack that goes around my neck and stick it in there to stay cold.

I have a presentation to prepare for on Wednesday, but if there's no classes I might have to push it back to next Monday. That would be nice in itself, but I'm going to get whatever I have to get done today in case there is school on Wednesday. I also have to start on that paper for my Literature 316 Class, but that will be easy. I'm probably going  do it on Edgar Allen Poe's "The Spirits of the Dead" if it's allowed. If not, I most likely will choose something from Walt Whitman or E.E. Cummings. Wait, scratch that out. I just found "Frost At Midnight" By Samuel Taylor Coleridge. It looks like a good one to do.

-Corrupted Innocence

Can I Go Back To Sleep Now?

  • Feb. 6th, 2010 at 3:01 PM
Sleepy Lavi
Oh god, I feel a lot better right now. I really needed to go to the chiropractor's, especially when I finally found out that I was as messed up as I thought I was. Now that I'm back into alignment I'm pretty out of it. but that's usual for me. I'm just going to laze about today and maybe get in a few hours of sleep with a quick nap. Yeah, that actually sounds like a good idea because I went to bed at four and woke up at ten--which is not a good night's sleep at all. I'm used to having eight to nine hours damn it! I hate when I have selective insomnia like that.

I'm just glad that I don't have to deal with a lot of homework this weekend because I wouldn't want to even try to work on it at all today. I'm just feeling that lazy. Damn, now that I think about it I need to get more green tea. Relaxing without a cup of green tea wouldn't be relaxing....It's basically therapeutic for me to relax with a cup of tea nightly, that and to get that last caffeine fix before my caffeine withdrawals turn into a headache, or if it gets really bad, a migraine.

I don't know what to really say about how this winter's been going. We could have gotten a good snowstorm that started yesterday, but the whole damn storm went south. This has been happening the whole damn winter! As much as I hate snow most of the time, I can't help but to be annoyed at that. It's winter, where's all the snow at?

With the bout of insomnia I had last night, I went and finished a few pages of a oneshot I'm working on, I'm probably going to be doing the same thing later on too. Damn plotbunnies that attach themselves to me not wanting to let go. Oh well, at least I'm going to get out a Yullen Fic, I've had two Laven ones, a Poker Pair one, but I haven't gotten a Yullen one out. The newest chapter of DGM really had sparked my attention and creativity so easily. Damn them xD

Mmm I'm so sore. I'm not going to go and lie down though, just because If I do I most likely won't fall asleep later.

-Corrupted Innocence
Yaoi!
I'm actually surprised as to how well my classes are going for the most part. It probably has to deal with the fact that I'm not dealing with a whole lot of crap being thrown at me all at once, and there's also the fact that I still don't have a migraine. -Cheers- I'm going to enjoy that for as long as I can, I normally am not like this at all. It really was a good idea to get those last two wisdom teeth pulled if this was the result.

I'm really looking forward to Saturday, just because I can finally go to the chiropractor. I haven't been there since the end of November, so I really need to be adjusted. I didn't really feel anything until January when it comes to pain, but when I started to I realized really quickly that I had to get in. At least I am finally, and I can just spend the weekend lazing about while I work on several different things.

I really can't believe that midterms are coming up so soon. In about three weeks they're coming up, and then the semester will be half over already. I seriously can't wait until finals come though, I do want this semester to be over with. At least this semester is going to be better than the last one, but by how much I do not now yet.

Speaking of the semester being almost over, that also means that I'm going to get busier as finals come closer as well. When that is all over, I'm going to finally have quite a lot of free time, which is something that I'm going to exploit to the fullest. Actually getting a pair of roller blades, for one thing. As soon as it's nice enough and warm enough outside, I'm going to try to get a good pair of roller blades so that I can be outside for a while. There's really not a pool near my house, so that's out until I can actually get my license and a car.

I started to watch Junjō Romantica last night, then I switched to watching Jigoku Shoujo Mitsugane and I was hit by a whole slew of ideas for several fanfics and ones that I'm working on at the moment as well. Ren's personality is so interesting, and as I really look at it, it could be compared to Ishida's personality quite easily. Just because of that fact, I had a great idea that I could use in the chapter I'm working on. It gave me a jump start on working on my fanfic, because I had put it aside to work on things for my classes. Now that I have the time to work on other things, my mind's in overdrive--more so it's my perverted mind in overdrive. xD

-Corrupted Innocence
Lavi - Huh?
I have to worst luck sometimes. Getting up this morning, I almost decided not to go to class because of how bad my back was hurting. There's no way that I'm going to get around to going to the chiropractor, I just can't deal with the almost constant pain that I'm feeling concerning my bed. It just is getting to a point that I just don't want to deal with it anymore. I've almost gotten used to not having a constant headache or migraine, but with the constant nagging pain in my back; I can't really do much. I love to swim, but with the way I'm feeling I'm not going to be in the pool until this is fixed.

Meh, It's Groundhog Day, and there's six more weeks of winter. Figures. Oh well, there was bound to be that many more weeks of winter, but I was a little hopeful that spring might come early. It doesn't really matter to me much, just because I get out of school for the summer at the end of April. That's just a treat in itself right there! What really annoys me about Easter this year is that it's in the same week as my birthday this year...again. Yeah, the same thing happened last year too. At least I only have two weeks after Easter left of classes.

Pffft. It's actually snowing at the moment. That's just freaky in itself, just because there really hasn't been much snow here this winter. Its just flurries, but at least it's something. I really think that there's going to be one big storm before spring comes, or just after the first day of spring. There's just been too many times that we've missed out on snowstorms, we're bound to be hit by one soon. It's the law of averages in action.

Hmm...I have one class left, and that's going to go by pretty fast I think. My British Romanticism class normally does. It's probably because I have an interest in poetry and the fact that I can get into the class so easily that I don't tend to think about the time. I think I'm going to spend some time in the student center after class, just to sit down with a cup of cappuccino and try to get my French composition out of the way. That way, I don't have to do that tomorrow. Geez, now that I think about it, midterms are coming up soon. That means studying, studying, homework, and more studying. Haha, good thing for me is that I don't have to worry much about my French midterm. The one that I'm actually worried about is my English 300W one, but I just have to go over important terms in the Bressler book I have...then I should be alright.

Hmm...I should go back to writing notes and working on the fanfic chapter I've been working on. I have some time to do that during class at least.

-Corrupted Innocence

Whoa--Its already the end of the month?

  • Jan. 31st, 2010 at 8:37 PM
Relief
It doesn't even seem like its the end of January already. I mean, it's my dad's birthday and all, but it just seems so out there. It could be because of me being really out of it today...I'm not really sure. Who knows, It could just be because of me realizing that I'm going to be a year older soon as well. I normally don't make a big deal out of my birthday, but it's not everyday that you turn twenty. I think I'm going to make a bigger deal out of my twenty first birthday out of anything. I can finally legally drink then, which is going to be something that I'm most likely going to at least want to experiment with when it comes to that point.

Seems weird when it comes to me, right? Well I can be normal when times call for it.

This isn't going to be a really busy week for me thankfully, so I'm going to go and try to get into the pool a few times this week. It'll start the trend of me getting back into swimming, and hopefully back into at least being able to run a mile to a mile in a half without needing my inhaler so much. I'm just trying to get into shape again period, It'll do me a lot of good.

Well, there's one good thing about February coming so soon. Besides the chocolate that comes with Valentine's Day of course! Around my sister's birthday, I have to go back into the optometrist's to get my eyes checked, then to get new glasses. It's safely assured that I'm going to go back to wire frames; I might just even get square frames this time. It would go well with the way I want to get my hair cut too after it's straightened. Yeah, I'm getting that done too this month. There's going to be quite a lot to do, but there's going to be enough time to do it all thankfully. Hm, I might just even go and take pictures when I'm done.

This weekend was busier than I thought It was going to be. Mostly it had to do with things attached to my parents filing taxes and having to go and correct both mine and my little brother's FAFSA, but I'm really not going to go into that. Just that alone was enough to give me a headache earlier, and after I took some ibuprofen I decided to go play Bayonetta for a few hours. xD Yeah, I have it bad when it comes to that game. Its really easy to become addicted to, and with the storyline coupled with the fast paced game play It didn't take long for me to really like it.

No updates for stories this weekend, although I have ideas for a few oneshots featuring Muramasa/Ichigo and Ulquiorra/Ichigo. I won't start working on those ideas until I get a chapter of AQH out though, so for one's that are looking for the next chapter of that, don't worry. It will be out soon. In fact, I'm working on it as I speak~ =D

-Corrupted Innocence

Overall, It's Been A Nice Day

  • Jan. 30th, 2010 at 3:04 PM
Lavi - Nyah
I didn't want to get up at all this morning, I guess it might have been because of the extremely cold weather, but I also have to add in the fact that I didn't actually fall asleep until a bit after three. Hm, that's not that bad. I'm just glad that I slept at all. Adding sleepy-time tea and melatonin is a good idea after all when you can't sleep.

Geez, I finally finished a book last night that has been the bane of my existence lately. It was just so dry in some parts that It made reading it very hard. Though I guess with me pulling a muscle in my back and just soaking in a hot bath for a god hour and a half would give me enough time to sit down and finish it. Meh, I'm just glad that its done and over with. I hated the book mostly.

Oh yeah, I didn't really go into that did I? Yesterday I was just about to get up out of my bed to go and get something to drink and I guess I twisted the wrong way because all I heard was a small pop and then all I could feel was pain. I just flopped back onto my bed and decided not to try moving until after the codeine I took almost right away would kick in. I guess that being on the treadmill for a while the day before didn't help much either because I'm currently really sore at the moment, and I'm just curled up on the couch now.

While it may be sunny now, things are going to change again soon. There's actually supposed to be some snow this week--I think its trying to make up for the lack of snow on the ground. Heh, who knows this winter. There definitely hasn't been enough, and next winter will probably be almost the complete opposite. Michigan's weather is just odd like that.

Oh good news! I haven't really had a migraine since I've gotten my last two wisdom teeth pulled. I've had slight ones, but I've always taken something before they could get worse. I guess that they were a big part of the migraine problem I have. I'm just glad that I'm not in almost constant pain anymore. That was getting really annoying to deal with, especially with the fact that the medication that I took only helped for so long.

Now I just have to worry about midterms coming up at the end of next month, well that and getting something ready for a presentation in my only English class. Good thing that won't be that bad, I'm in a group for that. I actually like the fact that I can be an insomniac sometimes, I went and finished the homework that I actually would've done later on today this morning. It was just because I wanted to get it finished, and then I'd be able to relax today. It worked too.

Hm, a few good hours of hacking away at things sounds like a good idea. That or watching my sister play SSX Tricky on the PS2 and laughing at her when she falls....So hard to choose.

-Corrupted Innocence

When Time Seems Like An Enemy And A Friend

  • Jan. 28th, 2010 at 11:22 AM
Lavi - Contemplative
This has been a long week even if at times that It didn't really seem like it. I think it really does that sometimes because at times the days are going by quickly, then later on the day decides to go and drag by. The class that really does this for me is English 300W. Most days it just seems to go by so slowly, I just think that It can be a boring class sometimes. Heh, It could just be because of the way that literary theory is worked into the class to such a great extent--that might be the reason why I don't get into that class as much as I do. As much as I am an English person, I know that I'm definitely not a theorist. Theory doesn't interest me in the same way that different concepts of English or the history behind a particular literary piece or author does. While that may seem just a bit contradictory, that's just how I am.

Hey I just realized that its almost February. Wow, the month has been going by fast. I can't really believe that my birthday is coming up in less than three months....that means that I'm going to be twenty soon....>w< It seems like its so far away, but so close at the same time too. I don't think that I'm going to feel much different, I didn't when I turned nineteen anyways. What really will be a nice birthday present this year is getting my driver's license. Haha, yeah I'm finally getting it this year. That's only because I have the time to and I'm not on the medication that I was before. That's the real reason that I'm going and getting it now, just because I would've had it a lot earlier.

-Sigh- I am really looking forward to the weekend. There's really not a lot of homework that I have to deal with, and when I get finished with the homework that I do have to get done, I can finally relax. That and there's the fact that I actually get to go to my chiropractor this weekend. Hehe that means I can finally get rid of some of this pain in my back that's been bothering the hell out of me. I'll probably be either really sleepy the whole day and decide to take a nap or just be incredibly lazy.

Since I'm actually going to have some free time this weekend, I'm going to be both relaxing and trying to finish the chapter of A Quincy's Heart. I've been working on it when I could during the week, but I haven't really had the time to sit down and actually work on it for a good while. That's been bugging me too--I have the strong urge to finish the chapter, but I haven't had the time to do so. It frustrates me so much when I can't finish something that I started a while ago. I know that I've had a drastic change in the amount of free time that I've had, but still I can't help but to get annoyed. At both myself and at the work I have to do. 

-Corrupted Innocence

Lazy, Dreary Day

  • Jan. 26th, 2010 at 11:32 AM
Lavi - Let me sleep
I'm a bit surprised that I can't seem to sleep at the drop of a hat during the day anymore. Normally I can, but ever since I started taking those damn vitamins I've been more alert, I've been more awake period. I've been using that as a way to help me have more time to work on my homework--something that I really need to do sometimes. Only because some days I have more to do than others...that or because I was being lazy the day or week before.

I do need to kick that habit, but its such a delightful sin to have sometimes.

Meh. I'll get over it. Eventually!

This is a good day, It really is. I just got my first French test earlier, and I got an eighty five on it. That's really good for me considering that I haven't had any large exposure to the language since late 2007. The thing that really got me was the accents, but I'll begin to remember them soon enough.

It's such a grey and dreary day, but its also quite nice. It's still a bit bright outside and every now and then there's a burst of snow showers that come down in quick succession, then they disappear as quickly as they came. Its just going to be a day that I'm going to mostly be curled up somewhere warm as I try to erase my boredom--I'll probably have quite a few times that I'm going to be working on both fanfics and watching random movies today, after I get my project for my Literature 316 class finished at least.

Haha that reminds me, I need to go and begin to revise that paper for my English class, then I have to do the poetry assignment too. I'll probably do that assignment during the weekend, it's not that long or hard to do. This week's going to be pretty nice to me, I don't have much to do homework wise!

It figures, I have quite a few ideas for fanfics that I want to work on at the moment, but I really can't because I'm in class right now. Although, I could always just write them down to get back to it later, I really want to get back to working on the current chapter of A Quincy's Heart that is still sitting on my desktop. Knowing me, I'll finally have time to work on it this weekend and I'll spend a few hours each day just trying to finish it. I'm odd that way when it comes to things like that.

-Corrupted Innocence

Painful Weekend

  • Jan. 24th, 2010 at 7:08 PM
Allen/Kanda
It was actually raining today, which was really odd. It hasn't been this warm in quite a while but it's not going to last. This is just a brief warm up, then its going to get cold quickly. By the end of the week its supposed to be back in the twenties for highs and single digits for lows. Great, I just love it when its that cold. trying to freeze myself is always so much fun.

One thing that really sucked about this weekend was that the whole time my back was hurting pretty badly. Hot baths, heating pads--nothing was really helping much. What really sucked was that I was hurting so bad that I didn't sleep that well. In fact, I only slept after I was up for a good eighteen hours. That really had me wanting to go to the chiropractor and get this all straightened out. I hate when I'm in pain like this.

At least it let up earlier this morning. I'm still in pain, but its nowhere near the pain that I was in on Friday and Saturday. I'm happy that it did go away too. I was pretty busy this weekend, but it was for good reason. I got a good chunk of homework done, and the only thing that I really need to worry about now is reading some things for different classes and working on a project for another. In short, its not half as bad as what I had to deal with this past weekend.

Geez, I'm still fairly tired too--I guess its a side effect from not sleeping much the past two days. Because of that, I most likely will head to bed early tonight. I know I won't really be able to catch up on the sleep I lost, but it'll be a good way to get a little bit more sleep in.

-Corrupted Innocence
Lavi Lazy
I have good days and bad ones when it comes to dealing with the internet at my dorm. Sometimes it works just fine, sometimes Its a little on the fritz but it still works, and other times it just doesn't want to work at all for an indefinite amount of time. It really irritates the hell out of me, especially when it starts to act up when I actually need it or when I'm doing something. That's always the time that it thinks that it's the best time do do it--I guess its the easiest way to piss off most people.

Hm, I'm glad that Its Friday, just because that means I can go home and relax in a little bit. I have enough to deal  with during the week when it comes to stress, deadlines and whatnot so I look forward to the relaxation that comes with the weekend. Geez, with how sore I am from running a mile and a half on a treadmill, I can't wait to take a long hot bath. It'll really help with my sore body, that's for sure. Hah, I remembered why I usually swim instead of run. I'm not a runner, It just doesn't agree with my asthma at all. I'm just going to either stick with that or try something else. Running isn't for me at all.

This weekend's not going to be that busy for me thankfully. I have a bit to get done, which is true but Its not several different things that take a long time. I just need to write my french composition paragraph, study a chapter for a test on Monday in my French Class, finish a rough draft of a paper in my English 300W Class, start working on a project that's due next Thursday for my Literature 316 Class, and read for my Literature 362 Class. It sounds like its more than it really is, the thing that would actually take the most would be the paper, just because I have to write in a way that I'm not used to.--I need to get into the habit of it though. -Shrugs- I will eventually, it just takes some time.

I'm really starting to both curse and like the vitamins that I've been taking for both my iron deficiency anemia and the almost constant sleepiness that I have. While they don't seem to be doing much for me anemia wise yet, they're actually helping to boost my level of alertness and the drowsiness that I considered normal is becoming almost nonexistent during the day. Oh yeah, that and I'm actually sleeping during the school week when I'm supposed to. Shocking, isn't it? I think so. I guess I make up for it somewhat during the weekend because I usually stay up later then. I don't know really because even then I tend to go to sleep before four. I do have the occasional bouts of insomnia, but they're nowhere near as bad as they usually were. That's a good thing--for the most part.

Now I just need to work around my schedule of studying, classes, and just lounging around and being lazy to get into the rec center more often. I do want to be able to do this before the semester is over for me, just because I won't be back on campus until the fall.

-Corrupted Innocence